I hope someone will find this helpful, this is just my diary, it's what I'm feeling. I'm logging my growth as a person, I will sometimes talk about my weight, my future, my life, make up, hair, anything else I want to put out there. My blog will be random like me and will reflect only my opinions on things. So here goes...
Recently, I've been doing a lot of soul searching and I realized that I'm looking in the wrong places for things...we need not search other people's souls--we should be searching our own. I have always known to seek God he will tell us exactly who He wants us to be. I'm learning now to be the best me ever! My motivation to do this today was the fact that I had been considering it for several weeks, but never did it. I was sitting in the bathtub today in a very uncomfortable state--feeling like I needed to get some things out. I hope no one takes offense and I hope everyone will be inspired to share their thoughts and stories to have a positive impact on other people!
I'm learning to let go of drama, and this weekend I did just that...I ended a interesting arrangement that I had with someone who was not that one. For the first time ever, I don't feel liberated, heart broken, or worn thin from the interaction. I don't feel like I should chase him around or miss anything that we did. I have learned that in the future I want to have something Great with an honest person and that I don't have to justify that relationship to anyone, not friends, not family, not Sorors, not a single person other than the two in the relationship have to be satisfied with it. I look forward to developing and investing in a relationship that will be mature and meet the needs of all parties involved. Until then, I'm continuing to invest in me.
I've recently transitioned to natural hair from relaxed hair, and I haven't felt as pretty as often as I have in the past, so in the next few weeks, I'll be watching my hair, body, and attitude change into something more appealing. My attitude has not always been the best, but I'm hoping that by letting go of the actions that other people I will make more room for loving them. My new mantra "I am in control of me" is what I will have to continue to say about those situations that I have no control over.
I have some interesting feelings about men that I will have to share one day during another post. I plan to share a lot--not too much. I won't update daily, and I won't update multiple times each day unless I find I need to vent. I'll try to include something that has me moved currently. Today this is my inspiration, though it has nothing to do with anything mentioned above.
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This is supposed to be a blog. I need more than one entry please.
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